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[Jul. 10th, 2008|12:41 pm]
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[mood | lonely]
[music |Girl, The Beatles]

Having had two days of being directed to go home as soon as I get to work, because I'm sick, I didn't even bother today - staying at home and 'resting'. Or something. I'm really bad at that, especially with my sleeping patterns stuffed up.

I'm even planning not to go to ProgSoc. Shock horror! I think the last week I missed (aside from when the building's been locked down) was me out of town somewhere or other - O'Reilly's, maybe?

Meanwhile, I don't even have the dog to keep me company. He was showing symptoms last night that is probably just me not taking brilliant care of him - not enough walks, blah blah blah. However, paranoia that it's a sign of his Cushing's Disease returning meant that I called up the vet and asked them to take a few samples. I can't get him there, so they came and collected him (probably at vast cost, but *shrugs*). Assuming that all is well, I should have him back this evening.

...So what the Hell am I going to do now? I've run out of Internet. Probably play video games or watch DVDs or something; but I'm starting to develop cabin fever about those activities. Sigh. Maybe I'll at least go and have breakfast/lunch at the cafe.

I've been awake since three am (except for maybe an hour's doze after I managed to get back to sleep), and I haven't eaten yet. Oops.
-Mmaster
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[Jun. 15th, 2008|09:37 pm]
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[mood | sleepy]
[music |Mean To Me, Crowded House]

I'm guessing that three meals in two days is a bad sign, right?

Especially since I was only actually hungry for one of them. (Though admittedly I probably would have been hungry for the third if I'd skipped the second.)

I don't have an eating disorder. I think.
-Mmaster
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And people wonder why I don't move out. [Feb. 15th, 2008|11:59 pm]
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[mood | worried]
[music |Christmas In Heaven, Monty Python]

...Oops. Eating patterns slipping again.

Half a kids meal for dinner last night, failed to eat again (except for a can of Coke at 3pm) till dinner around 7:30.

Why do I do this to myself?
-Mmaster
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[Jan. 1st, 2008|11:09 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]
[music |One Piece At A Time, Johnny Cash]

Well, I failed in my objective of staying conscious throughout the day; I caught the tail-end of Rage, watched a couple of episodes of Spicks & Specks (including the Christmas episode) and The Chaser. I got to play "Spot the CK", and I think there was DCom in the background as well? After a while, my eyes started to hurt, and I wound up napping on the couch.

In other, semi-related news, my eating patterns are equally stuffed over. I ate something at 3am, then didn't eat till 4pm.

If there's one thing I can say for working, it at least ensures that both my sleeping and eating patterns match the normal world to some degree. But I've been shifting out of sync in terms of sleeping pattern. Staying awake till 2am (then 3am the following night, then 4am the night after) is not fun, and means that when you wake up at nine, you feel no compulsion to eat whatsoever.


Sigh. So it's time to get to bed and pray for sleep. Irritatingly, I'm tired, but not sleepy.
-Mmaster
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[Sep. 6th, 2007|11:30 pm]
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[mood | tired]
[music |Smokers In Love, The Lucksmiths]

I feel kind of like throwing up. I'm thinking today's menu wasn't the best:
* Ice cream for breakfast
* Pretzels and Twisties for lunch
* Pizza for dinner

Urgh...
-Mmaster
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The trouble is that you're in love with someone else; it should be me, it should be me... [Aug. 26th, 2007|11:13 pm]
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[mood | calm]
[music |C'mere, Interpol]

A few random snippets of MSN conversation from today:

Chris says: have you had dinner ?
Shoulder Angel says: Uhh...
Shoulder Angel says: I had morning tea?
Chris says: hmm..
Shoulder Angel says: (AKA No)
Shoulder Angel says: Hmm
Shoulder Angel says: I really should go and feed the dog
Shoulder Angel says: BRB
Chris says: i can't help but find a sense of irony in that statement
Shoulder Angel says: Heh


Shoulder Angel says: In answer to the unspoken question, yes I'll go get something for food eventually. I don't know what's in the fridge, though
Chris says: its called leane quizine, (5 mins in the microwave, and its done, amazing!)
Shoulder Angel says: That must be the most creative spelling of "Lean Cuisine" ever :P
Chris says: lol


Shaun says: at UNSW there is an alpha males society. I laugh at them for being impossible
Shoulder Angel says: Maybe they just consider themselves above the rest of the population.
Shaun says: then they threaten to buy me alcohol
Shaun says: they have female members too
Shoulder Angel says: *shakes head*
Shaun says: indeed
Shaun says: what would be cool is if at the end of every year they had a competition to battle each other for the right of alpha male
Shaun says: I'd love to watch that
Shoulder Angel says: *amused look*
Shaun says: =)


Shaun says: I wanna make a comic where the hero is called Mysterious Past Man and his only weakness is people knowing about his mysterious past
Shoulder Angel says: It'd be more interesting if his special power was to know other people's pasts
Shaun says: he stops bullets with the AWESOME FORCE OF HIS MYSTERIOUS PAST
Shaun says: and he can read people's thoughts
Shaun says: and part of that is he knows people's pasts



-Mmaster
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You look so beautiful, it hurts me slightly... [Aug. 25th, 2007|12:56 pm]
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[mood | amused]
[music |Twenty Two, The Lucksmtihs]

Kris: It feels like I have five of Adam's nipples on my back!
Adam: Have you even gone near my nipples?

-Mmaster

EDIT:
*The time's about 3PM
Nora: I should go eat breakfast.
Mm: See, Chris? I'm not that bad...
Chris: Yes, you are.
Mm: But I normally eat breakfast at a reasonable hour...
Chris: But you have done it before...
Mm: But I don't do it regularly...
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He loves the ladders, never gets enough of them... [Aug. 24th, 2007|10:08 pm]
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[mood | busy]
[music |When He's Gone, Debbie Gray & Andrew Cross]

Well, it felt like a long day. I'm sure I must have had a break or two in there somewhere, but I don't remember. Tomorrow will likely be close to the same length, as well. ...Whee...

I woke up to an email from the IAJ lecturer to the effect of "You can build your agent in whatever you like (so long as it's actually an agent); but the tutors will only help you if it's in Java." Okay. That could be good, since both Thomas and Chris think my project would be best served by being done by bash scripting or something.

I did a whole bunch of printing for SDP, then had breakfast and got ready to leave. I got about four houses away then realised that I'd forgotten to put on a necklace and had to go back and put one on (Yes, sadly enough, I start getting neurotic if I'm not wearing a necklace).

I got to Uni around 9:30. Hung around for a while, waiting for Chris. Just when I was about to give up on him and go and do the chores, he turned up.

We headed to Kinko's, and got another poster printed and all three laminated. It cost something like forty five bucks for the privilege, but hopefully we won't have to do so again in the next couple of years at least.

On the way back, we visited the newsagent and bought the balloons for Nora. When we got back, we stuck some velcro to our newly minted posters then (in my case) headed off to class.

The team meeting was fairly standard. Thanh appears to have quit. Andrew's now paranoid about the System Architecture choice. Etc, etc.

After the formal meeting, we wandered over to Building 10 to have a discussion about a bunch of points brought up in the formal meeting. Two hours later, we'd more or less talked in circles and hadn't really resolved the question. At that point, I was given an out and took it.

I went and watched the robot soccer dogs with Thomas (who was waiting for a meeting to start). The dogs were so cute! But they kept winning, then the guys would abduct the ball to the centre of the field again. Poor dogs. :(. Thomas said that the AIBO was smarter than my dog, particularly as it walked into a wall repeatedly. *pouts*

I then went to do some set up for the stall. I stuck up the posters, before sticky-taping copious numbers of old ProgSoc brochures (at least some of them were the ones that said we were in Building 4...) together and adding them at the sides to add colour. Depending how we feel in the morning, we might abduct the colourful sign from the pinboard as well.

In between doing that, there was helping Jenny try and find a computer capable of playing all the videos she wanted. And helping some annoying and overly-officious man (who I'm assuming is focused on O. H. & S.) move the Faculty stall something like a metre to the left so that it was blocking a doorway instead of a corridor. And signing DCom up to ProgSoc, for the first time in seven years. And fielding questions from random people who apparently thought I knew stuff (which, sadly enough, I generally did), like "Where's the Co-Op bookshop gone?" and "What's ProgSoc?".

By around four thirty or five o'clock, I'd finally finished with the set up; it might have been earlier, I don't remember. I checked my email, then decided to visit the E.G.G. boys. I looked at the $2.10 in my wallet, and chose a Coke over food.

Since the Concourse had been cleared in preparation for Info Day tomorrow, they'd migrated operations to the theatre lounge. Cue lots of wandering around aimlessly, searching for them. Eventually I ran into Rel, and followed him. The game of the day was Bioshock, played on the big screen with the bass up way too high. I wound up hanging around there for ten minutes, wandering out, then returning, repeatedly for most of an hour. Whee...

The lecture was okay. I like the guy; I'm not quite sure of the importance of attending the lecture about "Hey look! Here's something you could do! Here's something else you could do!", having already selected a project, but they're interesting regardless. Rob apparently got distracted in his search for wigs and didn't show; neither did Nora or Hagan. The lecturer is firmly in the Mac camp, and bitterly laments any time that he's forced to use Windows. There was a memorable moment where he was trying to search for his Internet history in QuickTime, because he'd opened the program by mistake and then believed it was FireFox. ...Yes, really.

Midway through the lecture, I'd received an SMS from Chris suggesting dinner; so once the lecture finished, I wandered back. I transferred cash between my accounts, then we headed over to KFC. I was apparently having a 'Fail At Reading The Instructions On The ATM' day, since I tried about four times to insert my card into the one reading "Not In Service" in large letters, and then when I went to the other one, had to try three times before I read closely enough to realise that the reason it wasn't giving me the note I wanted was because it had run out, and I had to select a different denomination.

Dinner was exactly like it is every time at KFC. While we ate, we chatted about tomorrow's To-Do list, amongst other things. After we'd finished, we headed over to Railway Square to catch a bus home.

I read IAJ notes on the bus, getting through one and a half chapters in the time. I got home, described my day to my parents ("Mr. Tigger apparently thought we were all ganging up on him and quit!"), and then got on Connor.

Caught up with what I'd missed, typed this out, and now? Bath then bed. Ungodly hours tomorrow morning, and all that. Whee....
-Mmaster
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[Aug. 23rd, 2007|10:10 am]
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[mood | blah]
[music |Memories, Eisley]

Somewhere on Connor's hard drive, I used to have a comic saved. It has a guy walking along, talking to his wife. He's saying something to the effect of "You know how nothing's good or bad any more? It's just sorta 'Eh!'". When I get home, I'll see if I can dig it out for you.

Anyway, that's more or less how today seems to be shaping up. Not strictly good or bad, so much as painfully, painfully mediocre.

I woke up ten minutes before the alarm, to discover that sometime in the night I'd kicked off my quilt and my shoulders were now cold to the point of aching.

I got up, checked email, and printed out the updated project plan for SDP (remind me to tell Andrew that even after the changes there might still be a problem or two).

By the time I'd got to the fridge door, I'd discovered that despite being somewhat hungry, I had no real inclination to eat. I went and got dressed to mark time, and then forced some food down.

Caught the bus into Uni. Got here around eight. Spent some time reading the Internet, before heading off to the SDP lecture.

The lecture was fairly pointless. It didn't really tell you anything you didn't already know, and he then played a trashy 1980s video on the Virtues Of Listening. Which we didn't listen to.


In an hour and a half, I'm supposed to meet up with my SDP team-mates and presumably do something useful. But before that? I think I'll take a nap.
-Mmaster

EDIT: Here's the comic.
For those who are curious, it's the 24/8/2001 strip from the now defunct Spooner.
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And you know that until the stars fall, I will always love you, I will always love you... [Aug. 21st, 2007|05:49 pm]
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[mood | calm]
[music |Marvelous Things, Eisley]

Today was nice. Took it slow, avoided complicated work, regained sanity.

* Read the Internet. Chatted to Nora via MSN about height charts.
* Watched the Doctor Who episode that's been waiting for me to have time.
* Filled out my SDP timesheet.
* Had lunch/breakfast.
* Baked a lemon curd cake. Did the associated washing up.
* Sorted out the container cupboard, that I'd promised my mother I'd do like two weeks ago and hadn't had time.
* Took the dog for a walk. Chatted to the guys that were minding the cafe.
* Came home. Collected the mail.
* Chatted via MSN some more; mostly to James whatever-his-surname-is about The Lucksmiths.
* Printed out various SDP docs, skimmed version 0.9 of the SRS. Someone's a big fan of the word "Furthermore" - starting five paragraphs within two pages with it? And the possessive of "customer" is "customer's", not "customers'"!

Once I've finished with the SRS, I'll do the case study quiz and call it a day on SDP work. ...Even when I'm taking the day off, I can't get away from it; but I feel less bitter about it than I sometimes do.

-Mmaster

EDIT:
Shoulder Angel says: So, what are you up to this evening?
Chris says: umm lamenting about going to sleep
Shoulder Angel says: *One eyebrow raised*
Shoulder Angel says: How so?
Chris says: umm well you see you lament.. and then you sleep.. and thats' basically it
Shoulder Angel says: ...
Shoulder Angel says: Definitions of lament on the Web:
* a cry of sorrow and grief; "their pitiful laments could be heard throughout the ward"
Shoulder Angel says: ...
Shoulder Angel says: "Sorrow and grief" about going to sleep? What the Hell kind of dreams are you having?
Chris says: lol.. umm (well the word has many definitions I have you know)
Shoulder Angel says: http://www.google.com.au/search?q=define%3Alament
Pick one? :P

...Now I'm curious as to what he thought it meant...
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... [Aug. 15th, 2007|08:15 pm]
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[mood | giggly]
[music |The End Of The Line, The Travelling Wilburys]

Rob: Gotta go have dinner. Didn't get lunch. ...I'm turning into you!
Mm: Hey! I had lunch today, thankyou! It was free...
Rob: I missed out on free lunch?



Mm: See? The UK has measles!
Chris: Thomas, when you see a country covered in dots, is your first thought 'Measles'?
Thomas: No. But I am also sane.
*Mm giggles



Hailey says: I wonder if anyone's ever trained fish to type
Shoulder Angel says: ...
Shoulder Angel says: ...
Shoulder Angel says: ...
Hailey says: ...it would be fun
Hailey says: they'd probably be more literate than me



And it's almost time for Spicks And Specks, so this is going to get cut short. I might edit in something else later.
-Mmaster


EDIT:
*Chris is rambling
Mm: ...Chris?
Chris: Yes?
Mm: Go home.
Chris: ...Going...


EDIT (2):
Shoulder Angel says: Make sure you go to bed at some reasonable hour, boyo :P
Chris says: yeh.. I guess :P
Shoulder Angel says: *One eyebrow raised*
Shoulder Angel says: Says the boy who was falling over in his chair in the ProgSoc room? :P
Chris says: I wasn't sitting on a chair was I ?
Shoulder Angel says: The incoherency chair, remember?
Chris says: oh yes that chair :P
Shoulder Angel says: :D
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It's a monsoon; and the rain lifts lids off cars: spinning buses like toys, stripping them to chrome [Aug. 14th, 2007|03:45 pm]
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[mood | calm]
[music |Sometimes, James]

*Mm and Chris are standing outside Penny's office. Penny is the Clubs Coordinator.
Penny (on phone): Yeah, and I'll try and find time to eat my sandwich.
*Penny hangs up
Mm: Food is good.
Penny: Naaaah. You guys don't need food!
*Chris winces. Mm giggles.
Penny: What are you two laughing about?
Mm: It's a long story.
Chris: I swear, if you haven't eaten by six o'clock...
*Chris prods Mm.


-Mmaster


EDIT: Chris will be proud of me. I ate before six!
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Why can't you tell me that it's almost over? Why must this tear my head inside out? [Jun. 17th, 2007|08:44 pm]
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[mood | cold]
[music |The War, Angels & Airwaves]

Today was dog training.

Then I got a message from Dedney suggesting lunch with him, Hailey, and Chris.

My response was something like "Okay, but I need to do some study at some point."

I didn't really get much study done (a little before they turned up), but it was good fun. I hadn't seen Dedney or Hailey since early April, so it was nice to catch up with them.

Before we left, I showed Dedney and Hailey The Fairies. The look on Dedney's face made it worth the purchase price all over again.

We went to some Chinese eatery in Maroubra to eat. They shared a deal for three; I got some spring rolls and a Coke (wasn't overly hungry).

Then we went to stickybeak at Chris' place. Amused at the number of computers on his floor - about four cases, I think, and some fairly large number of scattered hard drives that he was trying to decide what to do with.

We then played a game or two on Chris' Playstation 3. The first one, some fairly standard FPS or other ([Something]: The Fall Of Man) will likely give me nightmares if I remember the details that long. Then it was some driving game in which we seemed to spend more time exploding the cars than actually moving forward.


...Rar. I should go put a jacket on, it's cold.
-Mmaster


EDIT: Quotes:
Dedney: Yeah, I'd been meaning to organise something with Chris for ages, and finally I said "Let's do lunch". And then I realised we'd be going past your house, so I messaged you to find out if you were free.
Mm: ...You did tell him, right?
Dedney: Of course. ...Nah, we were thinking of setting you up for a blind date.
Mm: The fact that were already know each other is irrelevant, I'm assuming?
Dedney: That's why it's such a surprise!

*Dedney is watching The Fairies, looking absolutely horrified
Dedney: ...Wait. You bought this? ...You gave them money? That's like funding terrorism! Now they can make more of it!

*Dedney rings Chris
Dedney: Chris, can you come and meet us in the car? The ladies are saying it's too wet out.
*Chris gets into the car
Dedney: Why don't we get out of the car and pick a restaurant?
Mm: Because it's dry in the car.

Dedney: [Some subject or other] is such a bludgy subject. You just need to bulls**t a lot.
Mm: I'm really bad at making things up.
Dedney: No you aren't.
Mm: ...
Dedney: See? That's your problem. "Glaring stare" doesn't make for good essays.

*Dedney spoons some rice onto his bowl
*Mm giggles
Mm: It sinks!
Chris: ...What?
Mm: It sinks! It starts all big, and then it collapses! :D!
Hailey: ...Because gravity is such a source of hilarity...
Mm: Hey, you're talking to the girl that starts giggling when she walks down stairs.
Dedney: Point taken.

Dedney: That's it. Hailey! Out of the car!
Hailey: You're forgetting, you've left your stuff at my place. One phone call, and my Dad will lock you out of the house.
Dedney: Oh yeah... Well, it's a good thing I've got your phone...
Hailey: But I've got your phone.
Dedney: ...Oh. Well, they're just clothes. I'm sure I can manage with only one set of clothes...
Hailey: If you figure out how to shower...
*They proceed to poke each other while the lights are red
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[Jun. 1st, 2007|02:59 pm]
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[mood | busy]

Mm: Rar!
Mum: ...
Mm: I'm a T-Rex! Rar!


To do today or over the weekend or something:
* Call Justin
* Print off DBF Assignment
* Breakfast
* Go to Uni
* Hand in DBF Assignment
* Lecture at 10 o'clock
* Tute at 12 o'clock
* Lunch (does hot chocolate qualify?)
* Get new pens (Might have to ask for some better ones, though)
* Attend Industrial Training seminar
* Study Network Servers
* Restock ProgSoc fridge
* Visit consoles, because I haven't been in a couple of weeks
* Decide whether or not to go to CK's birthday party
* Send CK an SMS to that effect
* Go home at some semi-reasonable hour
* Have dinner
* Watch movies
* Edit the ACS website
* Sign up to the Industrial Training website (by the end of June)



...Sleep? What is this thing you speak of?
-Mmaster
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"Anorexia is only unhealthy if you weigh less than 50kg." -Thomas *blinks* [May. 11th, 2007|11:11 pm]
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[mood | worried]
[music |I'll Do Whatever You Want, Memphis]

My eating patterns are stuffed over. Seriously so.

Monday: I honestly don't remember, but at a guess, breakfast at 7am, skipped lunch, and dinner at 8pm.
Tuesday: No breakfast, no lunch, dinner at 8pm.
Wednesday: Breakfast at 3pm, dinner at 7pm.
Thursday: Breakfast at 10am, dinner at 7pm.
Friday: Snacked a little at 3pm, ate dinner around 7pm.

Eight and a half meals in five days? And I haven't even been that hungry, either; there are a couple of meals in there I was tempted to skip regardless. When you're eating more out of a feeling of obligation than actual hunger, it doesn't sound like a good way to be.

I told Justin about it, and he scolded me. *sigh*
-Mmaster
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