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[Nov. 4th, 2009|12:12 pm]
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This week's fail just keeps getting better. That assignment that's due Friday that I'd completed to a 10% level, because I'd thought it was worth that? It's actually worth 35%.

I probably shouldn't have checked this just before bed, because I then didn't get to sleep til after 1am, and woke up at 6:30.


So I'm tired, I'm stressed, I have a stomach ache, and I have work to do. Meanwhile, my head keeps hurting from the lack of sleep. Taking off my glasses helps, but then I can't actually see anything I'm supposed to be working on...

Grarggrgh.
-Mmaster
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[Nov. 2nd, 2009|09:01 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]
[music |Possibility, Lykke Li]

Hooray hooray.

My enrolment for next year is currently screwed. A while back, they dropped one of the core subjects of my course, replacing it with a free elective.

Unfortunately, they've changed the administration system. The new system doesn't seem to know of the change. It's going "Oh. You need ITPS. I can't give you ITPS. Oh well!". I guess I'll have to go fight with uni bureaucracy again, I suppose, when I have time. ...Alternatively, I'll need to figure out where they've hidden the e-Request system in the new website. Of course, submitting an eRequest tends to require you know what you want to do, and I really don't.


In other topics of fail, Connor's got issues. Like, really bad issues. I turned on his screen this evening to be greeted by a parade of "This program has had an error and must be shut down." messages. I rebooted, he got to the desktop, and then crashed. Not just a blue screen of death, oh no. A corrupted blue screen of death. The text was all overlaying itself at random lines. He is now going through a boot-crash cycle every few minutes while I download a Live CD to try and save my data.

...My father claims it's a conspiracy. "Windows 7 came out last week, so this is Microsoft trying to convince you to upgrade." ...Hmm.

I was intending on spending this evening doing my data mining assignment, but I got a little distracted. Oops. I'll probably do a bit before I go to bed. I really can't do much more for Connor at the moment than make sure that there's a backup of everything. I have too many other worries on my plate right now.

The question also becomes refresh or replace. Connor's pretty decrepit, but I don't really use him that much any more. Chris thinks I should just stick with Mike, who also barely gets used, but Mike can't make use of a lot of Connor's hardware, like the surround speakers and the tape deck, and Mike has very few USB ports, to boot (even compared to Connor).


Why me?
-Mmaster


EDIT: To add to the list of complaints, trying to type on Bianca has been doing strange things to my wrists. It got to the point where I had to strap both wrists this afternoon. The fact that I only have one actual wrist brace meant the other was tied with a double-wrapped handkerchief. I went a bit overboard on the one with the actual brace, though - when I realised that my hand was turning blue, I decided it was probably time to loosen it a little. In some ways, the handkerchief's probably better, because it's hard to make it into a tourniquet one handed.

In possibly more promising news, I think it's just a software problem with Connor - he stayed up for a couple of hours running off the Puppy Linux live CD I made while I copied the essential data from the C:/ drive onto my secondary drive. (People talk about Ubuntu live CDs, but unless things have changed, they're terribly slow to boot compared to Puppy. Ubuntu probably makes a better permanent operating system (more packages, for starters), but Puppy is nice if you just want a quick alternative for whatever reason - if nothing else, the installer's a quarter of the size for a full GUI interface.) There were a few strange occurrences, - windows disappeared into the aether, and at one point the screen turned entirely black except for the semi-unresponsive taskbar - but I have a feeling those were more from Linux being glitchy than the hardware failing in some fundamental fashion.
The "Possibly more promising" stems from the fact that the prospect of re-constructing Connor fills me with little-to-no enthusiasm. I've uninstalled the apps that I could stand to lose and he's still unstable, which means it's a program I actually want. A fresh install of Windows takes me days. (Though hopefully it would be less so, this time, because the media files can stay on their current drive.)
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RAGE. RAAAAAAGE. [Oct. 21st, 2009|10:56 pm]
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[mood | Fury.]

Whoever invented data mining should be shot.

...Whoever invented buggy Java-based data mining software that just hangs instead of telling you what the Hell's gone wrong, and then never tells you how to fix it?

Yeah, you can be eaten slowly by lepers using only forks. They'll start with your eyeballs.

Goodnight.
-Mmaster
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[Apr. 13th, 2009|09:51 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]
[music |Burn Baby Burn, Ash]

There is something deliciously meta about making a pinball machine for The Who's film Tommy.

Blue Mountains was fine, except for when Chris went to sleep an hour earlier than I did and woke up an hour later than me, and still complained about lack of sleep. And the traffic jams were less than fun - yay for roadworks and accidents.

Canberra is cancelled, because Liz had another commitment she couldn't escape from, nobody else we asked was free, and Chris doesn't want to do more distance driving.

I have managed to lose something between us getting home and me putting it away. Dammit.

It's non-teaching week this week. So instead I am working, probably all four days. Whee. I have a feeling I really should take a day off to de-flip, but I'm needed (most likely).

I am not in the best of moods, though the above is about all I have in the way of justification. Which doesn't really seem enough. But it seems to work.
-Mmaster
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[Feb. 12th, 2008|06:01 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]

Grarghrggahgrhgh!

I am officially sick of the Industrial Placement process. I've hit brick walls every time I try and do anything.

Step 1: Email Des. He sends back a form letter response that he failed to edit.
Step 2: Do my best to follow the instructions. Stymied by the issue of whether him forwarding an email to me qualifies as "Uni advertised" or "Found it myself".
Step 3: Send an email to Anna, asking. Get the same (corrected) form letter back, addressed to "Melissa".
Step 4: Decide it qualifies as "Found it myself", go to the form that they direct me to. Discover it's the one employers are supposed to be using to advertise jobs. WTF.
Step 5: Put in Fabian's details under 'contact', and mine in the 'additional info' box, then submitted it - because I was sick of it.
Step 6: Received approval for the job.
Step 7: Went to submit an e-request to apply for the subject; nowhere does it say "I've received approval for this subject, but now have to have it listed, please", so I choose "Other requisite", which seems the closest.
Step 8: Type in the subject number, click "Go to declaration". Receive message saying "Please check the web site of the Faculty owning this subject OR register interest in enrolling in this subject". Okay. I guess.
Step 9: Click "I wish to register my interest in enrolling in this subject." Receive message saying "Please describe the uploaded document".
Step 10: Uh. Which uploaded document? Fine, have some text... *types something in textbox* "An unexpected error has occurred."


ARGHRGSTABSTABSTAB


-Mmaster

EDIT: Asking for Dad's help, it turned out that I should have chosen "Academic requisite" at Step 7. So I now have an e-request submitted. That will take "five to ten working days" to process; there are eighteen till subjects close. Argh!
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I'm tossing up between "annoying" and "retarded". [Sep. 13th, 2007|10:39 am]
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[mood | annoyed]
[music |Death To Hamsters, iTom]

Grarghrgagh.

Microsoft are annoying.

I've been refusing to convert to Windows Live! Messenger. I had my version of MSN hacked exactly how I liked it, so why upgrade?

Oh, yeah. Because Microsoft are morons and have now disabled access from MSN Messenger; it's one of those "upgrade or die" things. Admittedly, I could more or less see it coming, but it's still annoying as heck.

So, now I'm faced with a taxing decision: Do I "upgrade" to the latest version of Messenger, which probably annoy the heck out of me, but I can hack to my preferences (mostly)? Or do I download an alternate, say Pigin, which is lacking several of the features I use on a regular basis?

*mutters bitterly*
-Mmaster

EDIT:
An hour later, I finally have it back, more or less the way I like it set up. The skin still sucks, but there's not much that can be done about that. That hour involved:
* Downloading the latest version of the Messenger itself, and installing it
* Downloading the latest version of MSN Plus, and installing it
* Downloading the latest version of Screenshot Sender, and installing it
* Tinkering with the settings on each of the above
* Downloading ResHack, and editing the files in order to remove the ads (and search bars)
* Adding "Nicknames" to contacts. Unfortunately, I can't have it as "Display the nickname on the menu page, and their set name in actual chat", which is how I had it before.

You see why I wasn't too rapt in the concept?

EDIT (2):
My fury is raised to even greater heights to discover that I'm the only one forced to install this stupid "upgrade"; Liz and Thomas were both able to sign in fine. *screams*

EDIT (3):
Aaaand... Now I'm back to my preferred version. Reverting was a lot less painful than the 'upgrade' - the contact names are still there, for starters. And this man is God, just so you know. Microsoft is apparently even more retarded than I initially thought.
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His voice is soft, wry, and deep. Hers is scratchy. [Jul. 15th, 2007|08:41 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]

After I accidentally wiped some of that tape, I went searching for alternate recordings.

The version I have is very early. Most of what seems to be available these days is the ten-year revival.

...Somewhere in between my version and every other one, they changed the gender of the narrator, along with adding a few extra songs.

*BitTorrents a copy of the revival*

*listens to 45 seconds worth, as the woman's voice screeches*

*winces, teeth clench, shuts file*

The bit I messed up was in the intro, so theoretically I could use the chords from that section of the MP3 and then the tape for the rest of it - or just remove those bars altogether, which might be a better solution, since I think it's in a different key. Except it's also refusing to give me a clean rip of the tape.

*bursts into tears*

Why do you hate me, oh technology?
-Mmaster

PS: Anyone know someone who'll cheaply convert a tape to WAV or something? I can do the editing myself, tedious as it is, but I need a clean rip to work from. Something is falling over along the way: the volume's far too low, and the sound's also covered by a persistent white noise buzzing; it doesn't come across via the speakers, just on the rip, no matter what adjustments I make to the volume levels. Or elsewise, suggestions as to the failure point?
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F**K F**K F**K F**K [Jul. 14th, 2007|02:26 pm]
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[mood | angry]
[music |Not the tape. Because I am a moron.]

Dammit!

I get Connor back up and running, and what's the first thing I do?

Accidentally record over one of my favourite tapes while trying to convert it to MP3.

Dammit dammit dammit dammit.

It might be salvagable, but I doubt it.

:'(!
-Mmaster
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[Mar. 11th, 2007|04:52 pm]
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[mood | angry]
[music |Figaro Todd, John Forster]

Arghrarghragh.

Do you think I can get my RE team mates to buy me lunch every week on Thursday?

Because they didn't get back to me till just now, the latest timeslot that we can get for the stupid stakeholder meeting (and I know that I'm the one that's going to have to go every week) is 11.30am-11.45am.

...Yay, a fifteen minute meeting, then five hours, then ProgSoc.

Can I scream now?
-Mmaster
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[Mar. 5th, 2007|05:15 pm]
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[mood | bitchy]
[music |Folsom Prison Blues, Joaquin Phoenix]

People asking to swap classes with me always make me feel bitchy.

...I don't know why.
-Mmaster
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"Coherncy"? By the way: emo. Waah. [Jan. 23rd, 2007|11:10 pm]
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[mood | exhausted]
[music |Wake Up, The Living End]

Yesterday was long. And stuff. Up at six to be at Gordon by nine, then home to do however long it was in each direction, then the dog party, then trivia.

...Just as I was about to get off the bus at the Lansdowne, I received a message from Nora saying that they'd changed the venue. ...What? They've apparently decided to go to the Great Northern in Chatswood, instead. My response was something to the effect of "Then I can't make it after this week." ...I probably wouldn't have gone this week, either, except I was on a DayTripper funded by work. ...And already halfway there.

I got off the bus at Central, and caught a train over to Chatswood. I ask the train people how to get to the hotel. Their response was "But that's halfway to Artarmon!". I shrugged, and they gave me directions to the effect of "Follow the Pacific Highway".

I walked it. In the rain. Muttering about the multiple ways in which I desired their deaths.

I got there, walked all the way around the building only to discover that I would have done better to go through the front door. I told them that I couldn't get there again, and they all seemed surprised at my vehemence. "Why didn't you catch a bus?!?" ...Because I didn't know there was one.

We were firmly ensconced in the smokers' area, so there were smokers to my left and directly in front of me. Making my eyes sting, and my cough trigger badly. Derek had chosen a table directly in front of the host, and proceeded to heckle him throughout the evening. The host annoyed me, but that may just have been that I was already in a bad mood.

There were, I admit, a few moments of amusement... But I simply can't get to Chatswood on a Tuesday evening on a regular basis.

At the end of the evening, Derek and Hagan were telling each other how much they liked the venue - possibly mostly because it was close to where they lived. I continued muttering. Hagan offered to give me a lift to a bus stop which he, probably quite rightfully, claimed would get me home faster. He said that it went to the QVB, but I caught the bus having no particularly clear idea of where it was going.

When the driver stopped the bus with a note of finality, I made my way to the front and had this conversation:
Mm: Can you tell me where I am?
Driver: *unintelligible mumble*
Mm: ...Please?
Driver: City! QVB!
Mm: Can you point me in the direction of the QVB, then?
*Driver points dead ahead
Mm: Thank you...


I walked over to George Street, and checked the timetable. When I discovered that the bus wasn't due for twenty minutes, I'd had enough. I'd been crying to the point of hysteria since I was dropped off next to a bus stop that I had no knowledge of (I kept having the Simpsons quote running through my head: "I'm in this place where I don't know where I am!"), and that was the last straw.

I called Mum, and asked her to come and pick me up. She sent my father, in pajamas and sandals, to do so. While I waited, an ambulance came screeching to a halt in front of the Hilton. Several relevant people hopped out, assembled the bed, and wheeled it into the building - despite the lights and siren, they didn't seem in any great hurry, though.

Dad took pity on me and offered to give me a lift to Gordon this morning, allowing me to get an extra half hour's sleep. I still woke up with the major desire to go back to bed and call in sick. But I somehow got myself together sufficiently to get up and get going.

We got to Gordon with almost an hour to spare (but, if we had left later, the time would probably not have been comparable, due to traffic). To kill some time, we got take away coffee (him) and hot chocolate (me) and drank it while we waited. I could feel my mood improving as I sipped - though at the end of the drink (I was still finishing it as I walked into the office), I still had the desire to fall asleep on the table.

I got my marching orders, and then waited till Richard and Matt did the same - we left together. Walked over to the station, caught the train to Central.

While I was waiting for a train to Ashfield, I called up Dad and asked him to pick up the scooter - I've been using it, but it's been raining overnight and I didn't want the gears being jammed. I caught the train, and met Dad. He asked me if I really wanted to give it to him - the rain had mostly stopped; but I gave it to him anyway, on grounds that I don't think my ankles could have stood for another day at the strange angles riding the scooter entails. I'll see how they feel tomorrow morning, and decide whether to take it then.

Cue spending the rest of the day traipsing over Ashfield. ...Yay...


My tomorrow will be interesting (Actual results may vary):
* Wake up at Gods only know what time
* Bus in to the city
* Drop Tristian, and a change of clothes, in the ProgSoc room
* Bus to Central
* Train to North Sydney
* Test North Sydney
* Call boss
* Test North Sydney
* Train to Gordon
* Drop off results
* Delight in freedom
* Train to Central
* Bus to Building 10
* Get changed
* ProgSoc
* Collapse

...Yay! *Slashdies*

-Mmaster
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No "Well duh" comments. I'm not in the mood. [Dec. 4th, 2006|09:03 pm]
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[mood | angry]

Rargh.

Today my father said that he was intending on not buying me anything Nintendo related for Christmas, on grounds that I "should be growing out of it".

I recounted this to Liz, and she pointed out that the subtext was probably "Get a job and buy it yourself". Sigh. Either way, it doesn't deny the blatant idiocy of his rant.

However, I now have most of a resume, thanks to her help. No more enthusiasm than previously, but a slightly greater feeling of obligation.

Gah.


...In other news, despite the fact that Connor has many more vital things to be done to him (Probably including replacing the power supply), I'm tempted to wipe him and re-install Windows. Someone talk me out of it - if I do that, he's likely to sit gathering dust for a month, while I gather the strength to reinstall everything.

Double gah.


I think I'll go watch Mallrats.
-Mmaster
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[Nov. 22nd, 2006|11:55 am]
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[mood | irritated]
[music |Get Happy, Bowling For Soup]

Rar.

Taking a break from studying for ICS, reading up on the sub-major choices available for my course.

Networking? Veto!
IT Management? VETO!
Graphics? The art angle potentially appeals, but I'm not good enough at Maths to pull it off; so, veto...

Which leaves:
* Mobile computing
* Applications development
* Software Engineering
* Internet Business Technology

From that set, I'm tending towards the Software Engineering choice. Unfortunately, if I choose that, there's nothing sub-major related I can study in Autumn semester; they all require prerequisites I will not have completed till the end of that semester (or, in the case of SDP, the end of that year) - or, for the single subject that I would have the prereqs, are only run in Spring semester. Not a massive blow, since I can go through and find an elective (IT, or otherwise); but still annoying.

Gah! *shakes fist at university*
-Mmaster
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Yes, Thomas, you may look smug. [Nov. 1st, 2006|05:31 pm]
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[mood | annoyed]
[music |The Click, Good Charlotte]

GAH!!!! STUPID NETWORKING!


The Networking practical exam consists of three sections.

The first part, Part A, involves setting up a Network involving multiple routers, achieving end-to-end telnet within twenty minutes.

The second part, Part B, requires developing a list of filters for packets. This list has to be carefully ordered to achieve the desired results. Ten minutes are allocated to this section.

The third part, Part C, gets the students to identify artificial errors in a Network. Again, ten minutes are supplied.

Because I have been sick, we got a small amount of extra time for each section.


We failed Part A abysmally. Gah. And then spent upwards of an hour waiting for him to get around to marking us.

Part B he "needs to talk to Steven about". We answered the question, but didn't do so stylishly enough for his taste.

Part C WE DIDN'T GET TO because it was Five o'clock. When the exam officially started at 2:30. So we have to go back next week. *STABS* STUPID GODDAMNED NETWORKING!


Gah.
-Mmaster
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Even I know: there's a line between emotion and fate, faith, you and me, love and pain... [Oct. 19th, 2006|06:52 am]
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[mood | brittle]
[music |Boulders, New Found Glory]

Half composed at one am, edited with further content before posting at just before seven... The fact that I got like five hours sleep probably isn't helping. Two mini rants...


Typical conversation I seem to be having repeatedly with lots of different people of late:
Them: How are your parents?
Mm: Fine. In Spain, last I heard.
Them: Spain? *sound of envy* When are they getting back?
Mm: Mid November.
Them: That's a long time.
Mm: You'd noticed this, as well.


I really don't like who I am at the moment; I'm bitter, snappish, sarcastic, cynical, and just plain unable to deal with people. It can probably be blamed on a combination of being mighty stressed, lonely, and assorted other factors; but having an excuse doesn't make it good. I'm hoping the personality that I actually like will return soon, or I may be forced to resort to as yet unspecified desperate measures.


Different typical conversation I seem to be having with lots of people of late:
Them: How is (insert assignment here) going?
Mm: Don't. Ask. Me. That. Bloody Hell!
Them: ... ... ...Okay...


Why the Hell do they all ask that stupid Goddamned question? To make themselves feel superior? "Yay, I've done more than you! I feel better now!" Asking me just makes me more stressed about how much I've completed (and several people can vouch for that being a bad thing), and makes me want to kill you. ...Weirdly, if people who are not studying the subject, eg Dedney, Rob, etc, ask, they don't make me feel more stressed about it (partially because I know that they aren't attempting to compare it to their own progress)...


If I snap at you right now, I'm honestly sorry in advance, and please don't take offence...
-Mmaster
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Tell yourself "We'll start again", tell yourself "It's not the end"... [Oct. 18th, 2006|06:46 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]
[music |Continental, Alkaline Trio]

Stupid JSP.

*Muttergrumble...* )


GRARGHGRAGHRGAARGHRGRAG
-Mmaster


EDIT: Changing datatypeText == "text" to datatypeText.equalsIgnoreCase("text") appears to make it co-operate. I don't know if that makes me feel better or worse.
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HAHAHAHA *Searches for examples for JComboBox* One of the results: kickjava.com [Oct. 2nd, 2006|08:22 pm]
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[mood | angry]
[music |All On Black, Alkaline Trio]

HACK SCRATCH KILL DIE

mummyiwannagohome
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Meant to post this last night, but it fell by the wayside. 'Sides, I'd already posted three times. [Sep. 30th, 2006|10:27 am]
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[mood | angry]
[music |I'm Sorry, Lonesome Jack]

My council are idiots. Things that they've done/tried to do:
* Put up little signs saying "No war zone" on the edges of their territory, as though it would make a difference (Here/Here [PDF])
* Decided that Germaine Greer is not permitted in their muncipality, I think because she said something nasty about Steve Irwin. The fact that she lives in Britain appears to have escaped them (Here, Scroll down to "NO-GO FOR GREER", and it goes onto the next page)
* Tried to ban pidgeons to prevent outbreaks of bird flu (Here/Here)
* And one of them has now put forward a proposal to "distmantle mutlicuturalism in favour of 'progressive integration'." (Here/Here)
If you note, most of these are the responsibility of Nick Adams, the Deputy Mayor. He's young (19 when he was elected, a couple of years ago), and the general consensus is that he wants to make it into State slash Federal politics, and believes that attention-grabbing is the best way to raise awareness of his existence.


Read more... )


GAAAAAH!
-Mmaster
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STUPID GODDAMNED WEBPAGE! [Sep. 27th, 2006|03:19 pm]
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[mood | frustrated]
[music |I have We Think It's Love by Leah Haywood in my head]

I now remember why I was never big into visual art at school. I never had the eye.

-Mmaster
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[Sep. 19th, 2006|05:45 pm]
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[mood | irritated]
[music |The dog barking]

Dammit, I broke Photoshop Elements. Every time I try and "Save for Web", it gives me an error message. *grumbles*

1. Restart program (Failed)
2. Restart machine (Failed)
3. Reinstall program (Worked, thank goodness) (Gave the illusion of working, then gave same error) (Apparently it just hates half the files; I can copy-paste the image and it saves. Sigh...)
4. Yell at machine (Failed, but made me feel better)
5. Reinstall program, ensuring that any relevant registry keys are deleted
6. Cry
7. Give Connor the reformat I've been threatening for a while


Let's hope it doesn't get to 7, eh?
-Mmaster
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